Sometimes I think the world moves so quickly that the deeper meaning behind great storytelling can get lost in the noise. Conversations rush toward speculation and quick opinions, when the truth is that what really lasts are the stories themselves — and the people who care enough to bring them to life.
For more than a decade, audiences watched something extraordinary unfold through the character of Jamie Fraser.
All of those qualities lived inside that role, but what made the character resonate so deeply wasn’t just the writing or the setting. It was the humanity behind the performance. The quiet moments where very little needed to be said, yet everything could be felt.
Those moments are what stay with people.
And moments like that only happen when someone approaches storytelling with genuine care.
That is something I have always sensed when watching Sam Heughan’s work. Jamie Fraser became a character loved around the world, but behind that character is an actor who clearly respects the deeper meaning of storytelling — the idea that stories can move people, inspire reflection, and sometimes even help us understand our own lives a little better.
Now, as Outlander approaches the closing of its remarkable journey, another chapter quietly begins.
In a recent 2026 interview reflecting on life after the series, Sam spoke about stepping into new creative challenges after spending more than a decade bringing Jamie Fraser to life. For someone who truly loves the craft of acting, that next step is a natural one — exploring new characters and discovering new stories waiting to be told.
One of those new paths is already taking shape through his work on the upcoming thriller series Embassy, a project that shows his journey as a storyteller continuing to evolve.
Jamie Fraser will always remain a powerful and beloved part of television history.
But the truth about real storytellers is that they are never meant to stay in one chapter forever. They keep moving forward, searching for the next story that calls to them.
And when you watch closely enough, you begin to realize that what makes certain performances unforgettable isn’t just talent — it’s the character and sincerity of the person bringing the story to life.
That sincerity is something people recognize, even if they cannot always explain why.
Perhaps that is the quiet beauty of storytelling.
The roles may change. The stories may evolve.
But the heart behind them is what people remember the most.
There is a kind of strength the world rarely celebrates.
It does not need to be loud. It does not demand attention.
It is steady, grounded, and deeply rooted in character.
For many, the Highlander spirit is often defined by courage in battle or physical endurance. Yet what has always stayed with me is something far quieter. It is the strength to remain gentle in a harsh world. The courage to love with intention. The discipline to protect what matters without losing compassion.
This is why Jamie Fraser has never felt like just a fictional character. He represents something timeless and deeply human. A reminder that true strength is not about control or dominance, but about presence. It is about loyalty, emotional safety, and the quiet promise to stand beside someone through every season of life.
In a world that often rewards hardness and detachment, this kind of strength feels rare. And yet, it is the kind that changes lives. It builds trust. It creates space for healing. It allows people to grow without fear.
My connection to Scotland began when I was thirteen years old. I did not fully understand it at the time, but something about its history, landscapes, and quiet endurance spoke to my spirit. It felt ancient and steady, as though it carried a sense of purpose that I longed to understand. Years later, returning to these stories during a difficult season of my life felt like coming home to that same quiet strength.
Life has a way of humbling us. It asks us to rebuild, layer by layer. As someone who experiences the world deeply, I have come to understand that kindness is not weakness. It is one of the strongest choices we can make. It takes courage to remain open. It takes discipline to grow when no one is watching. It takes humility to lead with empathy in a world that often encourages us to harden.
As a high-functioning autistic adult, I experience people and moments in layers. I notice the pauses in conversation, the subtle shifts in energy, and the sincerity behind someone’s words. I see the quiet acts of care that often go unseen. This way of perceiving the world has shaped how I understand strength. It has taught me that true character is revealed not in grand gestures, but in consistency, in gentleness, and in how someone treats others when no one is watching.
Stories like Outlander resonate with me because they reflect that depth. They show strength that is not only physical, but emotional and moral. They remind me that leadership is not about power, but about presence. That protection does not come from control, but from trust.
Jamie Fraser may live in a world of swords and battles, but the deeper strength he represents is timeless. The qualities that define him—discipline, resilience, loyalty, and compassion—are not bound to history. They are choices that still matter today.
In many ways, what makes this legacy powerful is how those same values continue to exist in the modern world. Through dedication to craft. Through resilience in the face of challenges. Through encouraging health, growth, and community. Through using influence not only for personal success, but to lift others.
Jamie Fraser shows us what courage looked like in the past.
Sam Heughan reminds us what it can look like today.
What makes this connection meaningful is not that one is fictional and the other real, but that the spirit behind both is the same. A belief in standing beside others. In lifting people up. In living with purpose even when the path is difficult.
One of the biggest reasons I hold Sam Heughan as a beautiful treasure is because of the timeless grace and humility he brings to his work. There is a quiet consistency in his dedication—to his craft, to his health, to his community, and to the causes he supports. It reflects an understanding that success is not only about achievement, but about impact.
Through my autism lens, this consistency stands out even more. It feels genuine and intentional. It reflects discipline and integrity in a way that is both grounding and inspiring. It is the kind of leadership that creates emotional safety and encourages others to grow.
This is also why the Jamie Fraser Collection feels meaningful. It is more than a tribute to a character. It reflects the values that made that character resonate so deeply—strength with gentleness, courage with humility, and leadership rooted in purpose. It carries forward the spirit of the Highlander in a way that feels grounded in the present.
For me, this collection represents continuity. A reminder that these qualities are not confined to history or fiction. They can live in our everyday choices. In how we treat others. In how we care for our health, our communities, and our personal growth.
The Highlander spirit is not about the past. It is about the present and the future. It lives wherever people choose integrity over ego, compassion over control, and growth over comfort. It lives in everyday acts of kindness, resilience, and the courage to remain open-hearted.
My hope is that we continue to honor this way of living. That we celebrate those who lead with empathy. That we choose to walk beside others rather than ahead of them. That we remember true strength is steady and soft at the same time.
Because the world does not need more noise.
It needs more people who lead with kindness.
And perhaps that is the true legacy of the Highlander—
not only to fight bravely,
but to love bravely,
to live with purpose,
and to leave every life we touch a little stronger,
a little safer,
and a little more hopeful than before.
Creating light, purpose, and beauty in the quiet spaces where strength and kindness meet.
A reflection on resilience, creativity, Scotland, and the quiet strength that inspires growth
I don’t think people always understand why Sam Heughan means so much to me. For me, it has never been about fame, attention, or anything surface level. It has always been about the person I see behind the work. I see his discipline, his heart, his resilience, and the quiet determination he carries even when life looks heavy. That kind of strength speaks to me more than anything else ever could.
Some of us connect to people on a deeper level. We notice the small things others overlook. The humility. The grounded way he speaks about his homeland and his roots. The respect he shows to the people around him. The passion he pours into his craft and the causes he cares about. Those things reveal character. They reveal integrity. And that is what resonates with me.
As someone who is autistic and considered high functioning, I have always experienced the world differently. My autism has never stopped me from being independent or building my own life. In many ways, it has made me more observant, more determined, and more resilient. But it has also meant learning hard lessons. Because I trust deeply and lead with kindness, I have made mistakes. I have believed in people who did not always have the best intentions. I have had to learn about boundaries, finances, and protecting my own heart.
Those experiences did not break me. They shaped me. They taught me wisdom without taking away my compassion. I refuse to become cynical or guarded in a way that shuts down my spirit. I still believe in goodness. I still believe in integrity. I still believe kindness is a strength.
That is one of the reasons his journey resonates so deeply with me. I see someone who continues to grow without losing who he is. Someone who keeps moving forward with discipline and heart. It reminds me that growth does not mean becoming harder. It means becoming more grounded in who you truly are.
His work has inspired me to be patient with my own journey. It has encouraged me to trust myself again after difficult experiences. It has reminded me that vulnerability is not weakness, and that strength and compassion can exist together. Those lessons matter to me in ways that are hard to fully explain.
If I am being completely honest, sometimes it would simply feel nice to be truly seen by someone like him. Not because of his public life, but because of the kind of person he is. Someone thoughtful. Someone emotionally aware. Someone who values depth and loyalty. Many of us long for that kind of recognition—to be seen for who we are inside, not just what we appear to be.
I would give anything to sit across from him one day and simply have a meaningful conversation. To hear his Scottish voice, to experience his warmth and his bubbly spirit in a genuine, grounded moment. I love the way his mind works. He is thoughtful, curious, and intelligent. I believe in his potential and the impact he continues to make, both on screen and beyond it.
And I cannot forget his smile. It has a way of lighting even the darkest corners of a room. There is something sincere and joyful in it that reminds people that kindness still exists. It makes my heart melt like a puddle of ice cream on a sunny day. Simple, warm, and real.
This is simply who I am. I live, laugh, and love deeply. But I am also reflective and layered. I am kind, and sometimes that kindness has made me gullible in the past. I have had to become wiser and more careful, especially in today’s world. Still, I never want to lose that softness. It is part of my strength.
Scotland has always held a special place in my heart. Since I was young, I have felt a connection to its history, its spirit, and the deep sense of belonging it represents. I cannot always explain it, but it feels as if part of my heart lives there. Seeing how much his homeland means to him only strengthened that connection. It reminds me that roots matter. Identity matters. Where we come from shapes who we become.
I know I may never have the chance to attend his events or meet him in person. Life and finances do not always allow that. But that is why I continue to create. I write. I design. I share my perspective. Not for attention, but in the hope that meaningful work finds its way to the right people. I hope that one day he might see that there are people who truly see him clearly, beyond the spotlight.
Sometimes I have felt invisible in this world. But I have also learned that quiet voices can still create impact. The people who endure, who grow, and who keep showing up with intention often shape the world in ways no one sees at first.
So I will keep creating. I will keep growing. I will keep building a life rooted in authenticity and purpose. I believe the right people find each other through shared resilience, shared values, and quiet understanding.
If this message ever reaches his management team, his publicist, or Sam himself, I hope it is received with the sincerity it was written with. My intention has always been to uplift, encourage, and reflect the humanity I see. I hope my work shows that.
I also hope everyone who works with him truly understands how special he is. Not only as an actor, but as a human being. There is a rare warmth and sincerity about him. He brings light into the spaces he enters. In many ways, he is a beautiful soul—an earth angel, if you really think about it.
And I believe deeply in his future. I do not believe he is too old for any role he chooses. In fact, I believe he is in the perfect stage of his life and career to bring depth, maturity, and strength to powerful characters. I would love to see him given the opportunity to play James Bond, along with many other complex roles. He has the presence, intelligence, discipline, and emotional range to bring something new and meaningful to that legacy.
If he ever does see my work, I hope he knows that somewhere in this world there is a woman who sees him clearly, who believes in him, and who carries that inspiration forward in her own life. That kind of inspiration is rare. And it is something I will always be grateful for.
Love, to me, has never been just about the physical or surface-level attraction that so many people seem to focus on. It has always meant something much deeper. Love is when you meet someone on an emotional, mental, and spiritual level. It’s a connection that goes beyond what the eyes can see. It’s understanding, patience, and the quiet sense of peace you feel when you know someone truly sees you.
For as long as I can remember, meaningful things have always mattered more to me than grand gestures. I’ve never needed anything flashy or perfect. I’ve always been someone who lives for the small, intricate moments—the tone of someone’s voice, the way they listen, and the way they show up consistently even when life is busy. That kind of presence speaks louder than anything else.
I was never the person who rushed into the idea of marriage. In fact, for a long time, I didn’t even think much about it. When the moment came in my life where I thought that was the path I wanted, it didn’t turn out the way I had imagined. At first, that was hard to understand. It felt confusing, even painful. But over time, I began to realize something important.
Maybe my heart always knew.
Maybe deep down, there was a quiet voice telling me that the person I was with was not meant to be my forever. Sometimes we try to force something because it seems like the right thing at the time. We convince ourselves that if we try harder, love will grow into what we hope it will become. But real love doesn’t need to be forced. It flows naturally. It feels safe. It allows you to be fully yourself without fear.
Looking back now, I don’t see that chapter of my life as a failure. I see it as a lesson. It helped shape my understanding of what love is—and what it is not. It taught me that love is not about timelines, pressure, or meeting society’s expectations. It’s not about rushing into commitments because everyone else is doing it.
And once I became single again, I prayed to God. I told Him that I didn’t care what that person’s career would be, as long as it was not unethical or immoral. What mattered to me was the heart and character of that person. I prayed that if they had a busy life or a demanding career, then I would rather be the one who brings balance to it. Someone who could create a sense of home, comfort, and emotional support. Someone who could be a safe place at the end of a long day.
Because love, to me, is not about competing with someone’s purpose. It’s about strengthening it.
It’s about being a counterpart. A partner who understands that life comes in seasons—some busy, some quiet—and that both people need each other in different ways at different times. I believe there is something beautiful about being the one who brings warmth, steadiness, and peace into another person’s world, while they bring the same into yours.
One of the reasons this kind of love means so much to me is because of the relationship in Outlander between the two main characters. Their love is not perfect, and it is not easy. They face distance, loss, trauma, time, and circumstances that would break most people. Yet through it all, they meet each other emotionally, mentally, and spiritually.
She challenges him. He protects her. They support each other’s purpose and growth, even when it means sacrifice. They do not try to control or limit each other. Instead, they strengthen one another. They are equals, partners, and safe places for each other in a chaotic world.
What moves me most is not just their romance, but their loyalty, patience, and the deep understanding they have. Even when they are separated, their bond never truly breaks. It reminds me that real love is rooted in trust and connection, not just proximity or convenience.
Their story also reflects something I believe deeply: that love is not about rushing. It unfolds in its own time. It grows stronger through adversity. It becomes deeper through communication, forgiveness, and mutual respect.
That kind of love inspires me. It gives me hope that somewhere, there is a connection that strong and meaningful. Not perfect, but real. Not forced, but natural. A love where both people feel seen, valued, and emotionally safe.
Love is about alignment.
It’s about finding someone who meets you where you are emotionally, mentally, and spiritually. Someone who values growth, communication, and honesty. Someone who understands that love is built over time through trust and mutual respect. Someone who feels like both home and adventure at the same time.
And sometimes, it takes going through the wrong situations to recognize the right one when it finally appears.
I believe our hearts are wiser than we give them credit for. Even when we don’t fully understand the path we’re on, our hearts are guiding us toward the person who will truly see us and walk beside us—not ahead of us, not behind us, but with us.
So to me, love is not something to chase or force. It’s something to recognize, nurture, and protect when it arrives.
And when it does, you’ll know. Not because it’s perfect, but because it feels real, grounded, and deeply connected in every way that truly matters.
Do you have a favorite place you have visited? Where is it?
I’ve never truly had one single “favorite place” in this world—not in the traditional sense. But if I had to choose somewhere to visit, somewhere that feels like it would become my favorite the moment my feet touched its soil, it would be Scotland.
Scotland has lived in my heart for as long as I can remember. Its history doesn’t just sit in books—it breathes. Ancient castles weathered by time, Highlands rising like silent guardians, and lochs shimmering with stories older than memory… there’s a sacredness to it all. Even as a teenager, Scotland tugged at my heartstrings as if it had been calling me long before I ever understood why.
The Meaning of Roots
In particular, I dream of exploring and writing about Dumfries & Galloway—the region where Sam Heughan was born. There is something deeply symbolic about standing in the landscapes that shaped a person whose spirit, kindness, and grounded authenticity I admire so much. The way he speaks about his roots with reverence and pride makes that corner of Scotland feel even more meaningful.
It’s not about celebrity.
It’s about honoring place—honoring the land that helps shape the soul of a human being who carries Scotland’s essence with such grace.
Turning Inspiration Into Purpose
Part of my dream is to take all of that beauty, history, and emotional depth and translate it into storytelling—through photography, writing, and exploration. I hope one day I can contribute, even in my own small way, to causes that preserve what truly matters:
Conservation of old castles
Protection of wildlife
Preservation of historical places
Support for communities who guard their cultural heritage
But my heart doesn’t stop at Scotland’s borders. I want to do the same here in America—supporting conservation, wildlife protection, and the preservation of places that anchor us to our history and identity.
Causes That Matter
And maybe, through my passions, I can help support causes that touch humanity at its core:
Autism awareness and acceptance
Blood cancer research and support
Advocacy for women and men healing from narcissistic abuse, whose silent wounds deserve understanding, protection, and a path toward emotional freedom
These are the causes that remind me why compassion matters, why storytelling matters, and why using our gifts—no matter how small—can create ripples of change.
Holding Onto the Flame
Even if my dreams don’t unfold exactly as I imagine, the hope behind them still matters. Dreams are like small flames—they flicker, they spark, and they keep glowing until the moment finally arrives.
For me, it’s not just about reaching Scotland.
It’s about the purpose, the heart, and the hope that guide the journey.
There are many unforgettable moments in Outlander, but the wedding episode remains the most important one to me. Not just because it’s romantic or iconic — but because it captures something rare, something honest, something deeply human. It isn’t simply a plot point; it’s the emotional heartbeat of Jamie and Claire’s relationship.
And part of why it hits me so deeply is because of the way my autistic mind experiences emotional storytelling. I don’t process love or connection casually — I feel things in layers, in textures, in patterns. I notice the subtleties other people often rush past: the tone of a voice, the softness in a glance, the pacing of a breath, the way silence carries meaning. I connect with sincerity, truthfulness, and the unspoken emotional undercurrents that make a relationship feel real.
This episode is rich with exactly those details.
The Bond Before the Vows
The connection between Jamie and Claire wasn’t rushed, loud, or chaotic. It grew quietly… naturally… in a way that made sense to me. Their early interactions had structure, honesty, and steadiness — things I value deeply because they make emotional connection feel safe and grounded.
The way they moved around each other, the small gestures, the trust that slowly took shape — all of that resonated with how I process relationships. I don’t attach to grand gestures. I attach to consistency, emotional clarity, and moments that feel anchored in truth.
The Ceremony: Simplicity, Safety, Presence
Their wedding wasn’t about spectacle. It didn’t overwhelm the senses. It wasn’t loud or crowded or chaotic. It was intimate, simple, and focused — a space where two people stood in front of each other without noise or distraction. That kind of environment speaks to me deeply.
The ceremony felt safe.
It felt calm.
It felt emotionally real.
Marriage, to me, is not an event — it’s a commitment built on understanding, trust, and emotional honesty. And that’s exactly what this scene honored.
Their Wedding Night: Depth, Vulnerability, and Sensory Meaning
And then their wedding night…
That’s where the episode becomes exceptional.
For me, intimacy only feels meaningful when it has emotional purpose — when it’s not rushed, not confusing, and not chaotic. Their night together was exactly that:
Slow.
Tender.
Layered.
Emotionally anchored.
Every touch made sense.
Every pause mattered.
Every look communicated something real.
Their intimacy was not about lust — it was about connection. Two people learning each other on deeper emotional and sensory levels. The scene wasn’t fast or overwhelming; it unfolded like a conversation without words. And that speaks directly to how my autistic mind understands closeness: through intention, gentleness, and emotional clarity.
I don’t respond to “surface passion.”
I respond to sincerity.
To emotional pacing.
To meaning in every movement.
And that is what made their wedding night so powerful. It wasn’t about bodies — it was about hearts learning each other. Vulnerability turning into trust. Curiosity transforming into closeness. A moment where connection was built one breath at a time.
Why This Episode Matters So Much to Me
This episode shows what real love and intimacy should feel like:
Not rushed.
Not performative.
Not overwhelming.
Not built on assumption.
But honest, intentional, and deep — built on shared understanding.
It’s the kind of emotional storytelling that aligns perfectly with the way I process the world: through the details, the sincerity, the pacing, and the quiet moments that carry more truth than anything loud ever could.
The Outlander wedding episode didn’t just tell a story — it spoke to my way of feeling, understanding, and connecting.
It remains the most important episode to me because it reflects a kind of love that feels safe, grounded, and soul-deep…
the kind of love that doesn’t demand performance, but invites presence.
The unicorn, a creature of myth and wonder, embodies the essence of rarity and beauty, much like my own journey through life as an individual with autism. Just as the unicorn stands apart from the ordinary, I too navigate the world with a perspective that is uniquely my own.
The unicorn’s horn, a symbol of purity and healing, mirrors my ability to see the world in ways others might overlook. My mind, much like the unicorn’s magical nature, processes information with a depth and clarity that can reveal hidden patterns and connections. This gift allows me to approach challenges with creativity and insight, transforming obstacles into opportunities for growth.
In a world that often values conformity, the unicorn reminds me of the strength found in embracing my differences. Its grace and elegance inspire me to move through life with confidence, knowing that my uniqueness is my greatest asset. The unicorn’s mythical status reflects the mystery and wonder that I bring to the world, encouraging others to see beyond the surface and appreciate the richness of diverse perspectives.
Perhaps it is this deep connection to the unicorn that draws me to Scotland, a land where the unicorn is celebrated as the national animal. The rich history and enchanting landscapes of Scotland captivate my imagination, offering a sense of belonging and inspiration. The simplicity yet profound beauty of its rolling hills and ancient castles resonate with my soul, inviting me to dream of visiting or even moving there one day. Maybe, amidst the misty highlands, I will find a Scotsman who shares the same dreams and desires that my heart calls for—a love like Jamie and Claire Fraser’s, filled with adventure, passion, and deep connection.
As I navigate the complexities of life, the unicorn serves as a guiding light, reminding me that my journey is one of beauty and significance. My autistic mind, much like the unicorn, is a testament to the power of individuality and the endless possibilities that arise when we embrace who we truly are. Scotland, with its deep-rooted connection to this mythical creature, feels like a place where my spirit can truly thrive.
In a world that often feels divided, it is crucial to find moments of unity and understanding. As we observe both Pride Month and Veterans Month, we are presented with a unique opportunity to celebrate diversity and honor those who have served, while embracing the core values of love and respect that bind us all.
Pride Month is a time to recognize and celebrate the LGBTQ+ community, acknowledging the struggles and triumphs in the ongoing fight for equality and acceptance. It is a month that champions love in all its forms, reminding us that everyone deserves to live authentically and without fear.
Veterans Month, on the other hand, is dedicated to honoring the brave individuals who have served in the military, sacrificing so much to protect the freedoms we hold dear. It is a time to express gratitude and support for those who have dedicated their lives to service.
At first glance, these two observances may seem distinct, but they share a common thread: the celebration of courage, resilience, and the human spirit. Both Pride Month and Veterans Month call us to reflect on the values of love, respect, and unity.
Growing up in a Christian home filled with love, kindness, respect, and understanding, I was taught by my dad to treat people how you want to be treated. This golden rule emphasizes that everyone deserves to be treated with kindness, love, compassionate care, and respect. Yet, in today’s world, it often feels like these values are overshadowed by division and hostility. It seems as though we are being tested to see if we can truly love those who are different from us, challenging us to rise above and embrace the diversity of God’s creation.
In a society that often highlights differences, it is essential to remember the words of Jesus: “Love one another as I have loved you.” This call to love transcends disagreements and differences, urging us to see the humanity in each person. We may not always agree with each other’s lifestyles or choices, but we can choose to approach each other with kindness and understanding.
Love has the power to heal and transform. It can bridge divides and create a more inclusive and compassionate world. By embracing love and respect, we can honor both the LGBTQ+ community and our veterans, recognizing their contributions and the richness they bring to our society.
As we celebrate these important months, let us commit to walking the walk of love and acceptance. Let us listen, learn, and support one another, creating a world where everyone feels valued and respected. In doing so, we honor the spirit of both Pride Month and Veterans Month, and we take a step towards a brighter, more united future.
We start being more kinder to each other and less hostile and hateful to each other. We all need to live in harmony with each other, even if we don’t agree with others. It’s time for common sense and love to come back.
This morning I found myself weeping in my sleep. I woke up and looked around, wishing for that love I’ve longed for a long time now. As I sit here, enveloped in the calm of my own thoughts, I feel a gentle tug of patience pulling at my heartstrings. I’m waiting, not just for time to pass, but for the best that God wants to bring into my life.
There’s this beautiful, serene anticipation inside me, like I’m watching for the first light of dawn after a long night. I trust, deeply and truly, that what I’m waiting for isn’t just good—it’s the very best, tailored just for me by divine hands.
I feel this peace in my waiting, a peace that’s not about the ticking clock but about preparing my heart. It’s learning to release my own desires and schedules, embracing instead the perfect timing of God.
Yes, there are moments of doubt, fleeting shadows that question if what I hope for will ever come. But then, my faith shines through, reminding me that God’s vision for my life is far more magnificent than anything I could plan. Maybe my doubts are because I feel like I’ve lost a lot in my life. When I was in between my thirties and twenties, I had a miscarriage, not even knowing I was pregnant at the time. Then later, losing my dad unexpectedly to a car accident, being forced to give up one of my dogs because my wish for him to stay inside until I got home wasn’t respected, and the fencing was already on its way to be delivered. Then ending up getting divorced, scammed by someone online, being forced to move out without letting me have time to look for a reasonable place, and losing my cat of 18 years to old age and possible cancer.
Yet, it’s hard not to want to long for that missing piece of my heart… my other half who would understand my mind, heart, and soul.
I imagine the joy, the immense satisfaction when what God has prepared for me finally unfolds. It’s like waiting for the perfect chord after hearing discordant notes for too long. This wait isn’t just about receiving; it’s about becoming. Becoming more patient, more faithful, more aligned with the divine plan.
Here I am, in this beautiful space of anticipation, trusting, believing, and knowing that what I’m waiting for is being crafted by the divine. It’s not just about waiting; it’s about preparing my soul, my life, for the best that God has chosen for me. And in this space, I find not just patience, but peace, not just waiting, but living fully in the promise of what’s to come.
1.I hope I find a partner who dreams of having a similar deep emotional connected relationship similar to Jamie and Claire’s in Outlander. One who loves being adventurous as well as living a healthy and fitful lifestyle which I so need and that kind of motivation would encourage me to live that as well.
Also a desire to help others that really need it and spread kindness and compassion and love around the world.Something that I want to incorporate as well with my photography and graphic design elements along with making stories and poems.
It would also mean a lot to me if that special guy would find my mind to be interesting and see it as being beautiful rather than a burden.Even though I am mildly autistic I am also independent and confident but at the same time I love being with my better half.
2.That I would have a chance to get my graphic design degree and do something with it and I hope for someone who knows how to be an entrepreneur because I want to learn how to do something that not only I can enjoy making a living from but to use my passions to help people around the world.
3.I want to support my special person in his endeavors even if his career may be busy. that’s so Important to both people.
I hope someday I can meet my Favorite Creative Muse Sam Heughan….You know I never had anytime to do anything spontaneous and fun like going to his events and that’s usually because I can never afford it and time seems to be something I never have. I am amazed that I was able to get a week off from June 21st to the 27th but half of the week I have to get things done and the other half of the week I was going to try to do something fun but don’t know what yet.
I have graduated from SNHU with my bachelor’s degree in cybersecurity and no one to celebrate that with along with my birthday. But I guess that will wait till vacation time and probably take my dog with me on a picnic and watch the sun set or something.
But they are dreams and at least I have something to dream about. Not sure if they will ever come true. My mom told me I deserve the best in life and in my soul I know I do because I don’t know what it is like to deserve the best.
Deep Thinking 